This is a fanfiction and other fan-materials journal, not a personal journal. A lot of these are UNGODLY OLD, but that's okay. Going to post them in their original order of writing and hope that suffices.

Most of this is also over on FF.net under my handle 'ricebol' and the Doctor Who fic is also at whofic.com under handle 'etherati'. But I've been encouraged to post my fic into LJ as well and so on, sooooo...

Page layout by the awesome tuff_ghost . Thanks so much :D

Just to keep the indexing in one place. Because this is starting to get unwieldy. LJ IS A WHORE. *coughs*

Quicklinks to things that are, I dono, 'featured' I guess, I have no idea:

Fic: Now, As Before - The beginning of the Watchmen Zombie AU. D:
--Parts: [2][3][4][5][6][7][8][9][10][11][12]
Art: Art Post for Now, As Before and the Zombie!AU in general - Multiple artists. ALL OF THEM BETTER THAN ME.
Fic: Between the Brushstrokes - Dan, Ror. Fighting for the future. IN PROGRESS.
--Parts: [2][3][4][5][6][7][8][9][10][11][12][13]
Art Post for non-Zombieverse stories - Multiple artists, again all better than me.

Indexed by fandom:

Watchmen: 
(New) Fic: Visions and Revisions - Z!Ror, Laurie, Dan. Reevaluating. In progress.
Fic: Captcha and Misc VII - vague zombiesmut in the snow, Ror being a creeper, and the Bernies daww. :(
Fic: Reasons - IB Crossover - Walter, Dan, and retribution. Violence.
Fic: Luck - Dan, Z!Ror. Unconventional holidays.
Fic: Hands - Ror, Dan. Hurting. Slash, smut, violence.
Fic: The Widening Gyre - Dan, Ror. Haunting.
--Audio version, in short clip form(in progress): [1] [2] - thank you, omgrun !
Fic: Between the Brushstrokes - Dan, Ror. Fighting for the future. IN PROGRESS.
--Parts: [2][3][4][5][6][7][8][9][10][11][12][13]
Fic: Visage - Dan, Ror. Hat porn. Slash, smut.
Fic: Captcha VI - Dan, Ror. some zombies, some depressingbawww.
Fic: More AU Mashups - Twilight Zone shenanigans and Z!Ror accidentally traumatizing a different Dan than usual.
Fic: Carrefour - Co-written with daylilymoon , Zombie!AU + Western!AU. Walter, BEING TRAUMATIZED HOSHIT.
Fic: Mirrors to Windows - Rorschach, Dan. Imagining things.
Fic: Dissolution - Z!Ror, Dan. Ending. AU'ed AU, slash, vaguesmut, violence.
Fic: Little Things - Z!Ror, Dan. Making gestures. Slash, zombie!smut, and no shame about that anymore, :P
Fic: Captcha and Misc V - Waffles, zombie detectives, and the dangers of feline air travel.
Fic: Control - Dan, Ror. Surrender. Slash, vaguesmut.
Fic: Of Cats and Lizards - Z!Ror, Dan. Basking. Slash.
Fic: Regrets - Rorschach, Nite Owl. Changing.
Fic: Widows' Gate - Dan, OC. There are many kinds of death.
Fic: Breeding Lilacs - Dan, Z!Ror. Warming. Slash, zombie!smut oh god.
Fic: Nightswimming - Dan, Walter. Nostalgia. Slash, vaguesmut.
Fic: Fit and Finish - Dan, Ror. Overdressing. Slash.
Fic: Captcha and Misc IV - 25% angstyslash, 25% heartwarming dawww, 50% silliness.
Fic: Slough - Ror. Changing. Sequel to 'Laundry'. Slash, smut.
Fic: Breathing Room - Dan, Ror. Breathing.
Fic: Prisoners - Dan, Ror. Unmasking.
Fic: Enough - Dan, Ror. Other uses for handcuffs. Slash, smut.
Fic: Marking Days - Dan, Ror. Losing everything.
Fic: Captcha and Misc pt III - 83.3333% zombies by weight, not by volume.
Fic: Laundry - Dan, Ror. Watching. Slash, smut.
Fic: Captcha and Misc pt II - Now with 66% more zombies.
Fic: Filling the Gaps - Dan, Ror. Separation anxiety, with violence.
Fic: Captcha Fills - Various, three short random prompt fills.
Fic: Newsprint - Dan, Ror. Getting a wake-up call. HEED THE WARNINGS ON THIS ONE.
Fic: Wires - Dan, Ror. Staying behind.
Fic: The Shallow-Drowned - Dan, Ror. Going under. Slash, vaguely smut.
Fic: Now, As Before - The beginning of the Zombie AU. D: Mildly slashy.
--Parts: [2][3][4][5][6][7][8][9][10][11][12]
Fic: Round the Prickly Pear - Two lives, weaving in and out of each other. Ten ficlets.
Art Post for non-Zombieverse stories - Multiple artists, again all better than me.
Art: 'Gratitude' by steals_thyme - Two pics done for the fanfic.
Art: Art Post for Now, As Before and the Zombie!AU in general - Multiple artists. ALL OF THEM BETTER THAN ME.

Doctor Who:
Fic: Running the Banner Down - Five. Reinvention.
Fic: Flowers on Fire - Various, Master. Burning.
Fic: Combien de Temps - Four, SJS. Waking the sleeper. UNFINISHED.
Fic: Parallax - Ten, Master. Becoming the monster you hunt.
Fic: Last Year's Blooms - Four, Jack. Leaving well enough alone.
Fic: Diminishing Returns - Ten, Jack. NOT leaving well enough alone. Slash.
Fic: Closer to Fine - Ten, Martha. Shining.
Fic: All Around Me - Ten. How many deaths are enough?
Fic: Eclipse - Ten. Dreaming.
Fic: Into Warsaw - Eight, Romana. Saying goodbye. To everything.
Fic: No Fear of the Dark - Eight, Lucie. Rationalizing.
Fic: Calculus - Ten. Coloring life by numbers.
Fic: Fishbowl - Eight, Grace. Letting go, not letting go.
Fic: Only Scars - Nine, Rose. Shattering.
Fic: The Atheist in Your Foxhole - Eight. HAVING A CROWNING MOMENT OF AWESOME.

Final Fantasy 7:
Fic: Splinter Inside Me - Reno, Tseng. Breaking. Slash.
Fic: Confessions of a Redheaded Stepchild - Reno. Variable age, quality. POV ficlets. Slash.
Fic: Crossed the Rooftops - Reno, Elena. Falling down. One-sided slash.
Fic: With a Smile - Reno. Crossing a line.
Fic: Never Fades to Grey - Reno, Tseng, Doomed OC. Surviving those who choose not to.
Fic: Two Ends of Time - Reno, Tseng. Children damning children.
Fic: Zebraflesh - Reno. Collapsing.

Miscellaneous:
MASH: Fic: A Handful of Dust - BJ. Owning up to the illusion.
Equilibrium: Fic: Messengers - Partridge. Too much thinking.
HGttG: Fic: Running Out of Sound - Ford. Drowning in space.

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Main Watchmen Zombie!AU Storyline, with everything in the right(ish) order. Anything with a *** infront of it was written by the author whose name follows it; I lay no claim to them, but include them because I consider them part of AU canon.

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Now, As Before - In which everything begins.
Luck - In which there is much to be thankful for.
Perspectives - (IN PROGRESS)
***Untitled Hollis story - slipstreamborne
'quarter stickups' - captcha microficlet, ROR STOPS SOME CRIME.
Solidarity - (IN PROGRESS)
'learned appetites' - captcha microficlet, there is cooking.
Breeding Lilacs (Adult) - Realizations, Ror's Pile Of Issues, and zombie smut.
Little Things (Adult) - Fluff and smut. And coasters.
***Breathless (Adult) - steals_thyme - Rorschach can hold his breath for a long time.
'red sniff' - captcha ficlet, Ror can smell communism.
'doves 44c' - captcha microficlet, it's hot out and Ror offers snarky commentary.
Nite Dove silliness - continuation of the above.
***Convection - steals_thyme - it's hot out and Ror offers 'help'.
'6-1/2-79 overheat' - captcha ficlet, it's hot out and Ror offers actual help.
Of Cats and Lizards - Fluff, Ror basks and Dan humors him.
'conning 20' - captcha ficlet, Ror wins a bet.
'overrule 1,630,000' - captcha microficlet, there are politics and Ror ignores them.
The Way A Crow Shook Down on Me (Quasi-adult) - commentfic; Rorschach doesn't like snow; Dan changes his mind.
***Iron String - steals_thyme - "Trust thyself. Every heart vibrates to that iron string."
Visions and Revisions - Laurie joins Ror on a drug bust; shenanigans ensue. In progress.
***Teratophilia - brancher - in which Dan and Laurie have beer and discuss Important Things.
Untitled movie-watching fluff - (IN PLANNING)
'devalved doctors' - captcha ficlet, Dan ends up in the hospital after patrol goes badly.
False Prophets - (IN PLANNING)
Thermodynamic Miracles - (IN PROGRESS)

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AU AU's - things that did not happen, but could have.

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'serum 11' - captcha ficlet, Mid-NaB - Ror goes to the hospital instead.
Dissolution (Adult) - post-Lilacs - There's another outbreak.
***Golden - daylilymoon  - AU of Dissolution, so AU of an AU of an AU oh my. Unofficial fixit.

Fandom: Watchmen
Date Written: 2009
Summary: Captcha/Misc/Commentfic Ficlets. #1 is a captcha, #2 is from a prompt for 'random fluff', #3 is a comment fic from comment_fic. #1 and #2 are z!verse, #1 and #3 are srs bsns, #2 is ridiculous crack.
Rating/Warnings: PG.

#1
Title: Superstition
Prompt: 'january repays'
( He stops, leans against a lamppost, hunches his coat tighter around him. Old habits. )

#2
Title: Spoons
Prompt: Generalized fluff.
( The spoon falls from his mouth to the table with a clatter. )

#3
Title: Understood
Prompt: 'never in so many words'
( It could just as easily be a broken axle in Archie's hydraulics he's reaching to repair. )

Title: Visions and Revisions
Fandom: Watchmen
Characters/Pairings: Z!Ror/Dan, Laurie
Date Written: 2009
Summary: Stupid Dan breaks his stupid arm. Laurie has to stand in for him - and work with Rorschach - on a critical mission, and reevaluations are made all around.
Rating/Warnings: PG-13, minor language.
Notes: Dear god I have no idea what I'm doing here please don't kill me.

Title: Reasons
Fandom: Crossover/AU: Watchmen / Inglourious Basterds
Characters/Pairings: Walter, Dan, IB guys.
Date Written: 2009
Summary: Everyone has different reasons for the things they choose to do.
Rating/Warnings: R, for violence/gore.
Notes: Kinkmeme fic, from a while back. Narrative style was VERY experimental. Please note that: A) I am aware that the movie was an oversimplification of complicated historical events and I know that there is reality and there is fiction and that they are not the same. B) Narrative voice is not the voice of the author. C) Wartime doesn’t tend to be very PC, so pardon the period-appropriate derogatory-ness. I’m a lousy Mick myself, if that’s any consolation.

( Well, resourcefulness like that ought to be encouraged, and viciousness like that is just begging to be channeled. )

Title: Luck
Fandom: Watchmen
Characters/Pairings: Z!Ror, Dan
Date Written: 2009
Summary: When you have unconventional things to be thankful for, be thankful in unconventional ways.
Rating/Warnings: PG.
Notes: Zombieverse Thanksgiving, because I am a dork. Set just before the end of NaB, technically.

(  Good intentions only stretch so far.  )

Title: The Widening Gyre
Fandom: Watchmen
Characters/Pairings: Rorschach, Dan
Date Written: 2009
Summary: Things fall apart; the center cannot hold. A ghost story, for your Halloween enjoyment.
Rating/Warnings: Probably R for imagery.
Notes: Kinkmeme fic originally; 'Dan and Ror in a legitimately haunted house', but it's gen, so not kinky.

( Right now they all look like bloodstains, heavy and dark. Any other time he’d call it imagination; here, in this place, it’s a very bad sign. )

Title: The Widening Gyre
Fandom: Watchmen
Characters/Pairings: Rorschach, Dan
Date Written: 2009
Summary: Things fall apart; the center cannot hold. A ghost story, for your Halloween enjoyment.
Rating/Warnings: Probably R for imagery.
Notes: Kinkmeme fic originally; 'Dan and Ror in a legitimately haunted house', but it's gen, so not kinky.

( “You know, if this were a book or a movie, this place would be haunte–” )

Title: Between the Brushstrokes
Fandom: Watchmen
Characters/Pairings: Daniel, Rorschach, Adrian, Manhattan in pt 1, Dan/Ror.
Date Written: 2009
Summary: A lot happens in the in-between spaces; in the tiny intervals of time in which no one is watching, we are free. Dan and Rorschach face the future more head-on than they expected; Adrian learns about regret and what happens when you're wrong.
Rating/Warnings: PG-13, some language. Philosophy, violence, twilight zone bullshit, time travel, pretentious metaphors, and Waffle House.
Notes: Yet ANOTHER kinkmeme prompt. Post-GN fixit. In progress.

( But the eyes narrowing in a face more weary and lined than he remembers are not afraid, just surprised and confused and placidly uncomprehending, and that is infuriating. )

Title: Between the Brushstrokes
Fandom: Watchmen
Characters/Pairings: Daniel, Rorschach, Adrian, Manhattan in pt 1, Dan/Ror.
Date Written: 2009
Summary: A lot happens in the in-between spaces; in the tiny intervals of time in which no one is watching, we are free. Dan and Rorschach face the future more head-on than they expected; Adrian learns about regret and what happens when you're wrong.
Rating/Warnings: PG-13, some language. Philosophy, violence, twilight zone bullshit, time travel, pretentious metaphors, and Waffle House.
Notes: Yet ANOTHER kinkmeme prompt. Post-GN fixit. In progress.

( This close to zero-hour, to the single act that will pivot their and the world’s fate around on its axis, all he can do is laugh. )

Fandom: Watchmen
Date Written: 2009
Summary: Captcha Ficlets. #1 and #2 are Z!verse, #3 is canon post-GN NYC.
Rating/Warnings: PG... 13? For some mentions of violence in various forms? Oh and baawwwwsad on the last one.

#1 - Prompt: 'devalved doctors'
( He can't breathe. Oh god, he can’t– )

#2 - Prompt: '6-1/2-79 overheat'
( They clamber onto the rooftop and stand for a moment, eyes tracing the line of the eaves and the city shapes beyond, firefly-lit towers reaching into firefly-lit sky.  )

#3 - Prompt: '$45 retyped'
( Human life isn't worth much in Adrian's utopia. Ideas, though. Well. )

Fandom: Watchmen
Date Written: 2009
Summary: Two AU Mashup ficlets, one very old, one new. The first is a pileup of all the supernatural/transformation AUs on the kinkmeme at the time it was written. The second is Z!Rorschach and a version of Dan from the fic 'A Poor Hand Played Well' in which Dan loses his finances, his house, etc, and has to stay with Rorschach. In-jokes abound in both of these, sorry.
Rating/Warnings: PG, pretty tame all around.

Tales from the Twilight-Zone Corner
( “…what’re you in for?” Dan finally asks, conceding defeat, trying to play it like a joke. )

Mismatched
( When he opens them again, Rorschach’s in front of him, expectant and somehow more still than he’s ever been. )

Title: Carrefour
Fandom: Watchmen
Characters/Pairings: Walter, Dan peripherally, Z!Walter/Dan also peripherally.
Date Written: 2009
Summary: A young Walter gets stranded in New Orleans in the late 1860's. Every bizarre sequence of events has a beginning.
Rating/Warnings: R for violence.
Notes: First, there was a Zombie AU. Then, there was daylilymoon 's western AU, Stars. Then daylilymoon wrote a zombie/western mashup, Still. Then we decided to talk one day about where the hell western!verse zombie!Walter came from. And this was the result. So this is... zombiecowboy!verse? I guess? Walter's 17, this is two years before Still. CO-WRITTEN WITH daylilymoon. <3 <3

( It is a humid, lazy, beautiful melody the city sings under a fat strawberry moon, and if there are devils in the dark then they at least know how to sing too. )

Title: Mirrors to Windows
Fandom: Watchmen
Characters/Pairings: Rorschach, Dan(kind of?)
Date Written: 2009
Summary: Turning mirrors to windows, we stop seeing ourselves and see other people instead. What if there's nothing there?
Rating/Warnings: PG.
Notes: For the kinkmeme, prompt was that Dan was a figment of someone's imagination. AU. Edited slightly. Thought I was all out of sad, but I guess not.

( They meet in 1965. )